too apathetic for a title

I haven’t been able to really get out of bed much the past few days in spite of going out of town for a change of scenery. I have no idea how I am going to pay my bills. I am not on the lineup for any festivals so far, and I feel like an all time loser again. I suppose things have been worse so I am holding onto the promise of better problems in the near future. I’ve been writing a bit and although it is a nice escape…I can’t help but to worry. I guess it’s ok to worry so long as I don’t do anything super irrational. Honestly, I can barely move.